ctrl z

i wanted to
every single day
but i cannot
because of the unknown thing
that shouldn't have been known
since its realisation within the second month
of this mysterious year
other mouths are faster than mine
and though these fingers i can restrict
within this infant box of letters
i cannot bridle the b
direct the l
dominate the o
force the a
and control the z

friendship's forfeited
felicity gone